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“At the end, all that’s left of you are your possessions. Perhaps that’s why I’ve never been able to throw anything away. Perhaps that’s why I hoarded the world: with the hope that when I died, the sum total of my things would suggest a life larger than the one I lived.”

— Nicole Krauss (The History of Love: A Novel)

You're so vain.. you pro'lly think everything is about you...

“In order to achieve the soul-searching that we we desire and legitimately need, it is important to find a quiet place to be alone. Only in that silence and solitude are we able to remember that we already know the things that will bring us lasting happiness.”
— Matthew Kelly

"Whenever my caller ID flashes “Private Number” I hope it’s you trying to trick me into answering your call. I don’t pick up because I know it won’t be." -DOL

"If feelings were material things, mine would be in serious breach of the laws of quantum mechanics. Two of them for you are occupying the same space at the same time, and it feels like total annihilation."

Via ICanRead

I want a time machine

If in this life we have the capacity to go back in time or move forward and we could only use that power once in our entire lifetime, it would be now that I would use it. Anything to not be here... anything to make everything okay... I would do.

I miss my family. I wish I could speed up time and have the capability to solve all our problems, so that we could all be together again. I seldom cry, not to show you I don't care, but to pretend to be strong amidst of all the cries and pains you all are showing. But tonight I just can't be strong enough. I miss you all.. and I wish I have the right things to say or at least assure you that it will all be okay. But tonight I am just too weak. And honestly, it's all clouded up from this sight.

:)

I wonder where all the "fun me" part had gone?

I shall start painting again. I just can't wait for my worry-free weekend. :*

I don't have anything to be proud of except for the people who are in my life right now and all those who had been a part of it. It's kinda sad that most of the time I feel like I lack so much in my life but whenever this day of the year comes the whole universe reminds me of how much blessings I have in my life, how much love overflows around me. I may not be the most important person in someone else's life, but I feel that more people treasure me than what I have hoped for. My life is not grand. But I always find the smallest things to be thankful for, without even forcing myself to. I sometimes am surprised by how positive my outlook in life is. These things just make me realize that I am not so bad after all. Probably, I have been raised just right. :) And seeing how loved I am... I must have done something good to each and every people in my life. :)

Thank you my Lord for another year;) And for giving me this life. :)