You whispered... and I wanted to whisper back "You..."

I hate this feeling. I hate how the only thing that I'm looking forward to is to end this week just so I could start another week. I'm just letting life pass by just for the sake of letting it pass. Ugh, I am now realizing that in my 26 years of life I'm incapable of dealing with these strong emotions because I just don't know how to let it all out. And I'm really tired and effed with myself because I have all these opportunities to have what I have been craving for for so long and yet I let it all pass because Im too self absorbed with what people might say or think about me. So yes, If I could, I'd still choose you. If only you'd ask.