Remember. There is no absolute truth. Keep an Open Mind.

I am a sinner and will always be. I will forever be needy and never think highly of myself. For this is how I live and I'd have it no other way. I would rather be out in the world and see the wrongs for myself, be faulty and fail. I'd rather be with people who are imperfect and sin, but humble and admit to their faults. I'd rather be with someone who fails every so often but keeps an open mind and never judge than be with someone who never faults and never listen but only to himself. Id rather sin and realize there's more to that. I'd rather be wrong and know what's right in the process than be right all the time and never know what's on the other side. For one can never be known if the other had not existed. I'd rather feel pain and know that it'll never be okay, to savour the moment of defeat and heartbreak and be okay in time and realize there's more to self pity and loneliness. I'd rather be face down and admit defeat and fight so hard until I could get up again. I'd rather have it the difficult way... to be out in the harsh world, be scared, get bruised, sin and repent. I'd rather be judged than to judge. I'd rather see it both ways myself than judge my beliefs only on how I've observed things. I'd rather learn on my own mistakes than in other people's mistake. I'd rather see how it has made good or bad, beautiful or ugly. I'd rather sin and learn from it. I'd rather be a sinner and always be needy of My Lord's Salvation.