on this year

November is just around the corner. The year is almost up.
It's funny to think that even if I had done what I have always wanted in my life this year, plus the fact that i finished college, it's as if my whole year was the idlest year I ever had. True I've accomplished things for myself, started new chapters in my life, and even ended up some things, it's as if I've done nothing to advance forward. But I think having to get over all my unfinished businesses is quite an achievement already, but I wish I had done something more.
This year, people around me expected me to do much more things, I guess that's one reason why I feel I didn't do anything to advance forward. But I needed time for myself. I needed to know what's really for me. I needed to know where I'm headed... I had to fix myself up before deciding my fate. Fate is a Choice after all.
This year has been full of thoughts, just thoughts. And I guess that ain't so bad, at least I got to think what I really want, even if it cost me a year. At least that's enough for now right?