So, when I was looking for a picture of me and my friend, joyce, so I could give it to her before she leave for some far away land, i realized i didn't have any! haha, not in my possession anyway.

And finally , we have one just last fri! from our despidida-like party.

O dba. Kuhang kuha ang image namin. prang baliw lang na naliligaw . hekhek

on old skul sunday

Heard this song awhile ago. hehe no meaning at all..just misses the song ;)

for two

Almost cried. I'm never be gonna good at these things... I would have been so emotional earlier, good thing I was able to hold myself back.. I just felt alone for a moment. It just felt like the time is near that I would have to lose one of the most important person in my life... well it's not really that way... I just thought ... I'm gonna miss everything. Priorities will change and we can't be childish like before. Well...it just feels like I don't have anyone anymore...

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I remember the days when there was no pressure... like we have all the time in the world to just stay at one place and let time go by. Then it just dawned on me, just today, that the people around me will just continue to pass me by. Change is good, I guess... and looking at the possible future, I could never be more happy enough to see important people in my life to attain the happiness that they deserve.

Someone won't just suddenly feel what you want them to feel unless you give them a reason to feel what you want them to feel. Know what I'm saying??

* feels so unimportant *

coz that' s how you make me feel.

I mean what I say. Of course I always do. But I just often don't see beyond the consequences of what I say or do...

So I dunno...


But I really do mean everything that I make you feel.

I just don't think that I could stand up for that.

pshh...

"Well it kind of hurts
when the kind of word you write
kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve
you can call it fiction
But i like being submerged in your contradictions." - A beautiful mess


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I say there's nothing wrong in making all the pain worthwhile, or standing up for where one has decided to stay...
But for me, I must say, one shouldn't mistake pain for love.
Somehow, somewhere, I wanna believe one can exist without the other.
All I need is one person, to prove me that I can truly believe in that.

I miss smart conversations.

"I Think that loving someone is utterly worthless. And the more you wanted to be loved, the more it will make you miserable." - Skip Beat

holiday's near!

Malamig na ang gabi. Literal huh. ;p

gaah! goosebumps!

it's one thing when people say good stuff about the living. But its another thing when that goodness remains even after death.