on my personal battle

Oh why do I have so little of faith?
I'm so overwhelmed and thankful that He has not left me.
I must work harder.

A message from the Lord: James 1, 1-8

I must have faith.

Still fighting...still struggling...

on something really really familiar.

"In movies, when two twentysomethings serendipitously wind up under the same Manhattan roof, witty repartee usually transpires, then sparks fly, and eventually they fall into bed. But the boy and the girl in Adam are no ordinary characters, and their romance is anything but familiar. Soon after moving in, Beth, a brainy, beautiful writer, encounters Adam, the handsome, but odd, fellow in the downstairs apartment. A pleasant chemistry flows, but his awkwardness is perplexing. Whether avoiding eye contact or standing by blithely while Beth drags a heavy load up steep stairs, Adam seems utterly oblivious to social convention. Then one night, Adam regales Beth with an elaborate outer-space light show. It’s a magical moment, tainted slightly by his obsessively thorough astronomical explanation. Their connection is palpable. It becomes clear that Adam's inability to decipher nonverbal signals is beyond his control. And yet Beth doesn’t balk. Their mutual interest tentatively takes root.What makes this rare story about obstacles to human intimacy credible is its tremendous psychological wisdom; what makes it transcendent is the intelligence and authenticity radiating from actors Hugh Dancy and Rose Byrne. Though their particular challenges are extraordinary, Beth and Adam’s tricky relationship elucidates something universal: truly reaching another person means bravely stretching into discomfiting territory—and the shake-up can be liberating."

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What can I say. This is effing familiar. I wanna watch. :s

on C.O.F.F.E.E

Can we have this at school?? puhleasee.... :s

On a Movie

Hello I'm back ;)

Yep it's still hell week and I promised myself that I won't be doing any form of networking or blogging until hell week's over. But gahhh! I'm just so thrilled!!!! I have just seen The Time Traveler's wife and I must say it is very well played. It gave some sort of justice to the book. Though the book is much more beautifully done, the movie has its own say. Heartfelt, very warm and some sort of heartbreaking-in-a-really-good-way.

Pshhh... I love it ;) next to "The notebook"? Yes. And I'm so gonna see it over and over and over again! It's worth the wait ;)

I know I'm gonna be talking about this again...in another post. hehe. I can't get over it. :P

ill brb!!!

My love affair ~

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"I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose... there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field. " - Merideth Grey

on my ultimate goal/s

I may still not know what I want to be when I grow up, but I do know that someday I want to live in a house filled with my books and travel souvenirs. And the walls that aren’t covered in bookshelves will be covered with photos of my family and friends. When I leave the house I will be going to a job I love, and I’ll return to a person I love. So, that’s the dream I’m working on.
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— Amber Morel

on a little secret

I will walk away ....far far away from you... and I don't want you to follow me nor watch me where I'll be headed....But I'm hoping....wanting...that when we're both better than who we are today...you'll find me again... so please...live a better life...and find me...find me again. I will be waiting.

on a lyric and a side note

"Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true


It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through" - Nelly Furtado "I'm Like a Bird"

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you can't imagine the pain I'm feeling every time I have to give you up...so please let this be the last time...

on MEd SkuL

via Indifferential Diagnosis

I'd say ours is combination of the latter two. Ugh. -.-

OH puhlease get me through first year.

uh oh

I think I'm causing disturbance into the universe. Today at my dentist's appointment, I've found out that Cory Aquino, past president of the Philippines, died due to cardiac arrest... The last time I visited my dentist prior to this appointment Michael Jackson died due to cardiac arrest...Seriously. ;p