A second once in a lifetime?

This particular song had been playing in the background for three consecutive days, as well as your name had been appearing on my chat list for the same duration of time. I am wondering if you're my once in a lifetime that i just let me pass by.

I wonder if choosing you would make me happier...and if any chance that you know the answer to that, please let me know.

I'm never good at figuring what could make me happy.

Stacy: Do you believe in happy endings?
Bean: Yeah I do, do you?
Stacy: I do-I still do with all my heart. Even when the girl doesn't get the guy in the end.

-Little Black Book

Even when it has not started yet, I'm already thinking of ways why it cannot possibly work.

But still, you give me butterflies. Ugh. :l

That's what it feels like when you fall from great heights. That's what it feels like when your heart grows back. That's what it feels like when you don't want to feel. But this, this is just me.

uhm.?

I've liked him ( not loved!) for the past ten years, or more... i don't know, I lost count of it... and seriously why do i still feel butterflies in my stomach knowing bits of stuff about him. 'tis no good. >.>

:)

"‘Because,’ he said, ‘I sometimes have a queer feeling with
regard to you—especially when you are near me, as now: it
is as if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly
and inextricably knotted to a similar string situated in the
corresponding quarter of your little frame. And if that boisterous
Channel, and two hundred miles or so of land come
broad between us, I am afraid that cord of communion will
be snapt; and then I’ve a nervous notion I should take to
bleeding inwardly. As for you,—you’d forget me.’
‘That I NEVER should, sir: you know—‘ Impossible to
proceed."
- Jane Eyre

This is the most romantic thing a man could ever say to a woman. :')