I'm in this very big-pretend-way situation. Pretending that life is wonderful. Pretending that I am so happy. Pretending that everything is doing fine. Pretending that I am better off without you. And I don't know why I am pretending. I don't know who I am trying to please. The thing is, my LIFE is exactly the way it is before you came and after you left. But after we both went our own way, you sort of took all the sense in my little carefree life. And that is unfair. So unfair. Not only for me, but for the people I would meet in the long run. I lost the sense of everything. I think I'm just a soul that passes by, just letting time pass by. I don't feel anymore. I just feel so indifferent.
And that is just something I feel right NOW. Tomorrow when I wake up, I won't feel this thing again. In fact... I won't feel anything at all.
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