on me

I'm having a hard time figuring out myself...

thoughts

Times like this remind me why I chose to be who I want to be. It's difficult, sometimes it seems impossible too.... but there are people waiting...for my help, for new opportunities I can give... and so I must do my best ...I must not give up.

idk...

Am I contented? or just indifferent....

woot!

I AM VICTORIOUS!!!

THANK YOU LORD :)

on a lyric and a side note

"Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true


It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through" - Nelly Furtado "I'm Like a Bird"

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you can't imagine the pain I'm feeling every time I have to give you up...so please let this be the last time...

supergerl is back

Hello. I'm back ;) I've been into hiatus for a few weeks, not really because of med school, well that's one factor, but also because we didn't have internet connection back at the dormitory (im at the house btw).But hey, I am so back :)
Well....what can I say? ... I'm exhausted ;-s

on my reason

It's not any of the reasons you have in my mind. It's just that I don't think I could ever live up to any thing that I will promise you.

I have to say

Today everything starts. The road to become a real life super hero.... well... let's see what happens in the next four years. :p We shall see whether I deserve to be called Super G... hmm...

on my first

So how does it feel to live the life that I've always wanted? I'm not sure yet, but tomorrow will be the first day of my life. The start of it all. I'm enthralled by the thought, scared mostly. What if I fail? What if I can't survive? I don't really care... All I know is I've never been so sure in my decision until now...

on a side note

It's been ages since I last had a hearty laugh <3

Loved this day.


Thanks mah crazy fwends >:D< *hugs*

on a thought

I'm not gonna sacrifice anything again for someone who would turn his back on me without a second thought.

on a side note

Clock is ticking.I got one week.


FUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!



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Last night didn't bother me at all. I had a goodnight sleep. :p

on indifference

..And that is what happens whenever I cross that effing line. So, no... I can never go back. I will break down... and I will break myself. I can never let feelings come over me anymore.

on a thought

Okay...enough obsession. I won't be anything like you...not in a million years.

yes you're perfect.im not, not even close.

"She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 'o 5
And I guess that she's alright if perfection is what you like"

-Paula Deanda (When it was me)

....and whenever I see you around, this song plays in my head.

My Insecurities are beginning to eat me up alive.

on thought for the day

For everything that I do, I seek for your approval. So how can you say you mean nothing to me?

on thoughts

Sometimes, I'd wake up surprised on how mature I've become over the past few months. Especially for accepting failures, although more than half of my life had been failures, I'm not at all ashamed to say I'm proud of my decisions. These things made me realize that I'm really not as scared as I think I am.

on rainy days

I wanted to catch a glimpse of the rain this morning, but I was just too lazy to get up and spoil the nice feeling the rain brought in my slumber...


Rain is nice...But I still need my sunshine back.

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I guess I was just dreaming when I thought someone's here to bring my sunshine back.
And really I dunno, I'm not sure.

on a side note

yay! sunshine is back :p

hear hear

And I say...