ihopetosurvive

Will I make it? HELL YEAH! Looking forward to some bloody(say in a british accent) action next year! :p

“I always feel this pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood, and without making it look my whole life is revolving around some guy. But loving someone, and being loved means so much to me. We always make fun of it and stuff. But isn’t everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?”- before sunset

Pathetic Little ME

"I miss you so much you’ve become my new imaginary best friend."- DOL

iamwiredwrong.

I'm missing too much people in my life... so much more than i could admit.

Never had the courage to stay or even to ask them to stay.

well well

I dont need to tell the whole world what exactly is wrong with my life right now. I dont need to justify my actions or needs to anyone because no one would buy it anyway, and if they did it wouldnt make things easier for me. So I think i dont owe anyone any explanations and whatever it is that I have right now, i think i worked hard for it and i deserve it.

hello

I've been really lazy updating my life.

I just have a few things to say.

Lord... please make my life just a little bit colorful... I think I deserve some sort of happiness. Don't you think? :)

Thank you. :)

If one day you'd stumble upon this. I want to say I'm sorry... for saying things, for ending it the way I did, for becoming the person you hated the most, for hurting you. If I had a choice I'd have it differently...

"What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you love. That's what matters. That's the only thing that counts." - Stephen, The Last Kiss




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A fucking retarded movie. Seriously. It's just unforgivable. I'm crying like hell. :s

Stoopid men. :(

I wonder.

"There's something that not a single person in this world has seen. It's gentle and very sweet. Probably, if they ever had the chance to see it, anyone would want it. That's why the world hid it. So that you couldn't get it easily. But someday, someone will find it. That one person who should have it will be able to find it. "

- Toradora



And...if it's so hidden some place where no one has been before... can it still be found? I wonder.

The simplest thing in this world is the most beautiful and wonderful, like how the innocent smile of a child makes my heart flutter or how flowers look in the morning leaves me in such awe...it makes me wonder how God could ever end such a beautiful world... But then again i realized, maybe, God is asking the same questions... Why do we destroy such wonderful life we have right now? Wars, anger, hatred... why do we choose these things despite the wonders that was given to us?