I don't understand why his I-love-you's doesn't make me feel a thing, while your "I miss you" makes my head spin.

So yes, we could kiss. I could kiss you and you could kiss me. There's no science, plane ticket or clock stopping us. But if we kiss, it will end the world. And I've ended the world before. No one survived. Least of all me.

You whispered... and I wanted to whisper back "You..."

I hate this feeling. I hate how the only thing that I'm looking forward to is to end this week just so I could start another week. I'm just letting life pass by just for the sake of letting it pass. Ugh, I am now realizing that in my 26 years of life I'm incapable of dealing with these strong emotions because I just don't know how to let it all out. And I'm really tired and effed with myself because I have all these opportunities to have what I have been craving for for so long and yet I let it all pass because Im too self absorbed with what people might say or think about me. So yes, If I could, I'd still choose you. If only you'd ask.

We've all been hurt before but if you treat every potential relationship like the last one you had, it's bound to fail.

- Away We happened

It doesn't hurt because if you keep hurting the same part of you again and again and again, the nerve endings all die. And when that happens, that part of you goes numb. That's why it doesn't hurt. Don't be proud of it.

"It is a miracle if you can find true friends, and it is a miracle if you have enough food to eat, and it is a miracle if you get to spend your days and evenings doing whatever it is you like to do, and the holiday season -- like all the other seasons - is a good time not only to tell stories of miracles but to think about the miracles in your own life, and to be grateful for them." —Lemony Snicket, The Lump of Coal The last four years have been the toughest, not only for me, but for the rest of my family, But during this time, I have witnessed how amazing God's grace is, despite everything, we are still truly blessed. For that, I am nothing but grateful for your greatness, my Lord.

Been on my PJs for more than 12 hours. It's the longest I've been in my PJs for the last 9 months. The air smells like fried chicken and sweet ham, the streets are quiet but busy with christmas lights, the air is breezy and it really feels like Christmas already. I haven't had the time to think about Christmas since my life had been confined to the pre-duty-post lifestyle of the hospital. My bed is so cozy I don't feel like leaving home for the first time for Christmas eve. Everyone's blabbing about going home for Christmas eve, but for me.. I'm leaving fro Christmas eve. But oh well, I might as well get used to it. :p

"The only relationship that is guaranteed to fail is the one we don't chase" - Hart of Dixie

"Sometimes you fall for someone you'd never expect. But that doesn't make it wrong. Doesn't everyone deserve to be happy" - Barney Stinson, HIMYM

Because what I want evryone to see is that I can let what I feel for you just pass me by, but secretly, I wish that what I feel wouldn't fade. Secretly I wish in the end, we'll find our time.

I'm only quiet because I'm worried that if you push me too far, one day I will open my mouth and I will scream so loudly, it will shatter and break the whole world.-IWTFY

"Growing up means learning what life is. When you’re little, you have a set of ideals, standards, criteria, plans, outlooks, and you think that you have to sit around and wait for them to happen to you and then life will work. But life isn’t like that, for anybody; you can’t fall in love with a standard, you have to fall in love with a person. You can’t live in a criteria, you have to live your life. You can’t wait for your plans to materialize, because they may never materialize the way you think they will. You can’t wait to watch your ideals and standards walk up to you, because you can’t know what’s yours until you have it. I always say, always take the first chance in case you never get a second one, but growing up takes that even one step further, growing up means that you have to hold on to what you have, when you have it, because what you have- that’s yours- and all the ideals and criteria you have set in your head, those aren’t yours, because those haven’t happened to you." - C. Joybell C.

This is what you do. If you feel low, you stand tall. You mess up, you move on. You want to try something, try it, and if it was a stupid thing to try, you look it in the eye. There’s no turning back. You apologize if you’re sorry, but know that the nimblest, strongest hands can’t rebuild a bridge out of embers, so cut new wood. Start from scratch. You love with your whole heart. If you’re jealous, talk yourself from the ledge. If you can’t talk yourself down from the ledge, have a good time up there, looking down on the world. If you have to lie to make everything true again, lie like you mean it. If you find yourself in a cage, reach out through the bars for the key, unlock the door, and run away. If running away gets dangerous, run home. If home doesn’t mean what it used to mean, decide what home will be in the future. If your best friend says she doesn’t trust you, hold her jaw in your hand until it hurts, and make her face you. That’s all it takes. If you think you love a guy, see how his hand looks in yours, that’s all it takes. If you get exiled into a new land, then go discover it. And if you feel like you’re drowning, go swimming. -Hobson Brown

"I’ve been giving up on people too easily. If they don’t call, if they don’t try - then I don’t. It’s not fair to lay the blame on them when I’m not calling either. I’m just as much at fault. I’ve got a lot of resentment for old friends - for letting me go without a fight. I just want someone to call and say, ‘I miss you, how are you?’ I just want to call someone and say, ‘I miss you, I’m sorry.’ I want to be brave enough to stay in one place."

Sometimes Love is not the kind that takes your breath away, not the kind that blows your mind, not the kind that makes you restless, not the kind that leaves you speechless, not the kind that makes you stupid, not the kind that will make you want to leave everything you had or that kind which excites you every time he's around, not the kind that leaves you wanting more... Sometimes love is the kind that makes you smile quietly, the kind that makes your heart at peace, like that feeling when you know there's nothing else you need but that moment when He's there beside you and your heart feels at peace, because you're content and the room where your fears once reside is no longer found, just because He's there... And you know there's nothing more missing, you know you had found home.

"I want a soul mate who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me ten things I don’t already know, and make me laugh. I don’t care what you look like, just turn me on. And if you can do that, I will follow you on bloody stumps through the snow. I will nibble your mukluks with my own teeth. I will do your windows. I will care about your feelings. Just have something in there." - Henry Rollins

I think that you always meet people when you’re not looking [for love] because when you’re looking, you’re willing to settle, and when you’re not, you know you really like the person.

(via simply-quotes)

#lauren conrad  #things to keep in mind  

The key is consistency and persistence. Don't you know?

What you don't understand is that I'm not the type who can stay still in one place, so you have to give me a reason to stay. Make me stay. I want you to.